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Connie was glad to go, when she had drunk her glass, and thankful she needn't help Clifford to bed. She took his glass and put it on the tray, then took the tray, to leave it outside. She did not even kiss him good night, after he had spent an evening reading to her. Even if the kiss was but a formality, it was on such formalities that life depends. He gazed coldly and angrily at the door whence she had gone. He was a network of nerves, and when he was not braced up to work, and so full of energy: or when he was not listening-in, and so utterly neuter: then he was haunted by anxiety and a sense of dangerous impending void. And Connie could keep the fear off him, if she would. She was callous, cold and callous to all that he did for her. He gave up his life for her, and she was callous to him. "The lady loves her will." Now it was a baby she was obsessed by. Just so that it should be her own, all her own, and not his! He looked so well and ruddy, in the face, his shoulders were broad and strong, his chest deep, he had put on flesh. A terrible hollow seemed to menace him somewhere, somehow, a void, and into this void his energy would collapse. Energyless, he felt southindian school girl lost virginity free video at times he was dead, really dead. So his rather prominent pale eyes had a queer look, furtive, and yet a little cruel, so cold: and at the same time, almost impudent. It was a very odd look, this look of impudence: as if he were triumphing ebony losing their virginity over life in spite of life.

"Who knoweth the mysteries of the will--for it can triumph even against the angels--" But his dread was the nights when he could not sleep. Then it was awful indeed, when annihilation pressed in on him on every side. Then it was ghastly, to exist without having any life: lifeless, ebony losing their virginity in the night, to exist. She would come in her dressing-gown, with her hair in a plait down her back, curiously girlish and dim, though the brown plait was streaked with grey.

And she would make him coffee or camomile tea, and she would play chess or piquet with him. She had a woman's queer faculty of playing even chess well enough, when she was three parts asleep, well enough to make her worth beating.

So, in the silent intimacy of the night, they sat, or she sat and he lay on the bed, with the reading-lamp shedding its solitary light on them, she almost gone in sleep, he almost gone in a sort of fear, and they played, played together--then they had a cup of coffee and a biscuit together, hardly speaking, in the silence of night, but being a reassurance to one another.

And ebony losing their virginity this night she was wondering who Lady Chatterley's lover was. And she was thinking of her own Ted, so long dead, yet for her never quite dead. And when she thought of him, the old, old grudge against the world rose up, but especially against the masters, that they had killed him. And somewhere deep in herself, because of it, she was a nihilist, and really anarchic. In her half-sleep, thoughts of her Ted and thoughts of Lady Chatterley's unknown lover commingled, and then she felt she shared with the other woman a great grudge against Sir Clifford and all he stood for. At the same time she was playing piquet with him, and they were gambling sixpences. And it was a source of satisfaction to be playing piquet with a baronet, and even losing sixpences to him. So he would not go to sleep till the first dawn appeared. Luckily it began to appear at half-past four or ebony losing their virginity thereabouts. He had closed the coops and made his round of the wood, then gone home and eaten supper.

He thought of his boyhood in Tevershall, and of his five or six years of married life.

But he had not seen her now since 1915, in the spring when he joined up. Yet there she was, not three miles away, and more brutal than ever.