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All that really remained was a stubborn stoicism: and in that there was a certain pleasure.

In the very experience of the nothingness of life, phase after phase, _etape_ after _etape_, there was a certain grisly satisfaction. Always this was the last utterance: home, love, marriage, Michaelis: So that's _that_!--And when one died, the last words to life would be: So that's _that_!-- Money? Money, success, the bitch-goddess, as Tommy Dukes persisted in calling it, after Henry James, that was a permanent necessity.

You couldn't spend your last sou, and say finally: So that's _that_!--No, if you lived even another ten minutes, you wanted a few more sous for something or other. Just eating pussy at parties gifs to keep the business mechanically going, you needed money. So that's _that_!-- Since, of course, it's not your own fault you are alive. Once you are alive, money is a necessity, and the only absolute necessity. All the rest you can get along without, at a pinch. Emphatically, that's _that_!-- She thought of Michaelis, and the money she might have had with him; and even that she didn't want.

She preferred the lesser amount which she helped Clifford to make by his writing. That she actually helped to make.--"Clifford and I together, we make twelve hundred a year out of writing;" so she put it to herself.

So she plodded home to eating pussy at parties gifs Clifford, to join forces with him again, to make another story out of nothingness: and a story meant money.

Clifford seemed to care very much whether his stories were considered first class literature or not. If you were young, you just set your teeth, and bit on and held on, till the money began to flow from the invisible; it was a question of power. It was a question of will; a eating pussy at parties gifs subtle, subtle, powerful emanation of will out of eating pussy at parties gifs eating pussy at parties gifs yourself brought back to you the mysterious nothingness of money: a word on a bit of paper. Well, if one had to prostitute oneself, let it be to a bitch-goddess!

One could always despise her even while one prostituted oneself to her, which was good. Clifford, of course, had still many childish taboos and fetishes.

He wanted to be thought "really good," which was all cock-a-hoopy nonsense. It was no good being really good and getting left with it.

It seemed as if most of the "really good" men just missed the bus. After all you only lived one life, and if you missed the bus, you were just left on the pavement, along with the rest of the failures.

Connie was contemplating a winter in London with Clifford, next winter. He and she had caught the bus all right, so they might as well ride on top for a bit, and show it.

The worst of it was, Clifford tended to become vague, absent, and to fall into fits of vacant depression. Oh God, if the mechanism of the consciousness itself was going to go wrong, then what was one to do? Sometimes she wept bitterly, but even as she wept she was saying to herself: Silly fool, wetting hankies! Since Michaelis, she had made up her mind she wanted nothing. That seemed the simplest solution of the otherwise insoluble. She wanted nothing more than what she'd got; only she wanted to get ahead with what she'd got: Clifford, the stories, Wragby, the Lady-Chatterley business, money, and fame, such as it was ... Love, sex, all that sort of stuff, just water-ices! If you don't hang on to it in your mind, it's nothing.

Make up eating pussy at parties gifs your mind to it, and you've solved the problem. Sex and a cocktail: they both lasted about as long, had the same effect, and amounted to about the same thing. She would venture very gingerly on that experiment. There was the man to consider, and it was curious, there wasn't a man in the world whose children you wanted. he was very nice, but somehow you couldn't associate him with a baby, another generation. And out of all the rest of Clifford's pretty wide acquaintance, there was not a man who did not rouse her contempt, when she thought of having a child by him. There were several who would have been quite possible as lovers, even Mick. Nevertheless, Connie had the child at the back of her mind. She would sift the generations of men through her sieve, and see if she couldn't find one who would do.--"Go ye into the streets and byways of Jerusalem, and see if ye can find _a man_." It had been impossible to find a man in the Jerusalem of the prophet, though there were thousands of male humans.